Thank you all SO much for your good wishes and sympathy a couple of weeks ago when I had pneumonia and also lost my precious dog.
I'm feeling a bit better now, I've had 2 weeks of prednisilone steroids and Cefalexin antibiotics but I'm still rather weak and very breathless. I also had a kidney infection which was very painful and I was weeing twice an hour every hour which was exhausting in itself!
I went for a check up on Monday and the Dr didn't like the sound of my chest at all and he sent me for an urgent X Ray at the main hospital, I'm going back next Monday for any results they may of found so I'm a bit anxious in case they find anything nasty!
I'm a little more at ease now I have my dogs ashes back. I can't tell you how much I miss her ( despite still having 2 dogs ) I still cry every day and just miss her so very very much. She was the 'person' who I talked to, loved with all my heart and told my troubles too, despite her not answering me she would react in exactly the right way and her eyes said everything I needed to know. I'm finding it very hard to get through each day without her and at times finding life an uphill struggle that just gets steeper and steeper. At 39 with COPD, a spinal cord injury, 2 strokes and scoliosis of the spine I just don't think it's fair........sorry I'm being pathetic, wallowing in self pity isn't going to help and you lovely people don't need to read it!!
Right, I'm going to sign off and try and relax before bedtime.
Thank you for listening and being there.