Well i'm back, sorta,
for some time now i have been really ill, since Val died my health has gone downhill, i think it is because so much happened and with Christmas coming ( i lost my baby son on Christmas eve) i allowed it to get to me.
Been really ill, cant even walk to the loo and back without getting seriously out of breath and i have started to rely on others more and more which pees me off big time because i am so independent ( you know what its like, if its not done MY way its not done properly)
now on antidepressants and have a couple of appointments so hopefully i will be sorted out soon.
i would like to wish you all a happy (belated) Christmas and a breath easy new year, lets hope things get better for us all xxxxx