Now that I'm having all these problems with my breathing and suffering from a sense of loss and regret over my lifestyle during that relatively short time, I'm seriously questioning who that person was who created this situation.
I'm really struggling relating to my behaviour in my 20's and early 30's. Given whats important in my life now and how I feel over the past I think I'm having an identity crisis.
Has anyone else experienced this?
I see others I work with able to celebrate life by having a few drinks, going for a meal, staying out to the small hours and participate in sports. All a struggle for me. Sigh!