I visited the doctor today and we had a chat about my condition ect and I am at last feeling a little better. Sadly I wont be back at Work until mid November but hopefully i can negotiate a phased return or reduce hours for a few months.
I feel a lot more optimistic today and I am thinking of going on a spa break in a couple of weeks to really get me back to feeling good about myself. I havent decided where yet but hopefully something fairly local so my partner can take me and pick me up. Its good to have something to look forward to.