I don't get here much but just thought I would let you all know about my visit to her yesterday. firstly let me tell you that I have suffered with COPD for about 5 years ,and recently my breathing has got much worse, and I found that I was not able to do anything without getting very short of breath I told her this and she told me that they could do more for me as I had ,had all the treatment and medication that was possible. That came as a bit of a shock, so we discussed the outcome and she advised me to make my final
arrangements, like where I wanted to be,at home or in hospital, did I want recuss if it came to that, I decided against that,
she could not give me any time limit on whats left, could be soon or could go on for a while. After a few hours of feeling down, I pulled myself together,what the heck,i can't do anything about it,I can't change anything, what is going to happen , decided tonight I am going to read my book and sup a couple of double whiskeys ( I like my GROUSE,and take it day by day.I feel better for getting that off my chest.