so many questions and no answers but many thanks for all messages both pm's and otherwise over the last week. Even now this is very hard to type. Support wise I could not ask for a better site of peeps than this but when you feel like there is nothing at all left how do you continue? Why can't the NHS actually tell you what they think and what can i do about it. I still can't believe that i can feel so low but really don't what to offend anyone by being negative. Can anyone tell me if it gets better. They now can't decide on an asthma diagnosis but the only time my chest felt reasonable was following a triop to a &e and nebs. Got impression at hospital when saw asthma nurse they think am making ti all up.Am on highest dose for inhalers but still pf under 80%. I give up. Have returned to work today but struggling bit now with chest. Any suggestions gratefully recieved.