I lost my son August 2010 at 28 weeks. I had severe ceasars and went into a coma for four days. When I woke up I discovered that my son died on that Monday. I woke up Thursday! God blessed me that I didn't die but I was devastated that I never saw my baby. Now three years later, my husband and I want to try to have a baby off birth control now and getting ready for baby #4 but I'm scared! Help!