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I want absolutely nothing to do with society 💀😡☠️💊🔪😤🖕

[Stilltrying_]

Depression lies to us. It tells us we want to or even MUST die. This is a lie. It is an illness. It is depression.

I am not going to give you any platitudes as I'm sure you don't want them but I think you do want a way out of the pain you are feeling right now. You may feel there is only one answer to that but that is a lie. There are other ways , and the most important thing to aknowledge to yourself is that you want a way out of your pain right? Not that you want to die.

It seems also you are very angry so society has damaged you in some very bad way which is awful. You need to express that anger. Talk/ SHOUT to someone, a phone line, a therapist , whatever. Get that anger OUT but not on yourself.

Also did you watch this link which was kindly posted. It may help you.

youtube.com/watch?v=L33djEE...(Not working as expected?)

[Hidden]

I used to feel like this so severely!!!

I still do but now I have a small circle that I somewhat trust .

But I had to learn that my depression is making me feel and think negatively about everybody. Maybe that’s what you’re going through xx

[gogogirl in reply to Hidden]

Remember the expression talked about reality , but it's nice to have support.

[gogogirl]

Depending on which society you live in, there are many ups and downs that occur. If in the USA- well there is the insanity and inequality of politics and economics. Would you like to talk /vent furthur about this? Also, not everyone is going to get an instant answer, and life in general is not a bowl of cherries- sometimes this is how I feel- that people's circumstances can be overwhelming, and sometimes there is not enough support. Welcome to the site. I hope you will be able to vent and get help personally as well.

[gogogirl]

Yes, I hear you about the reality sometimes. I hope you also take a break from technology and experience the natural world.