Well I am not sure if you’d call it good news, but it is for me
13th was the FIRST birthday of my new heart so to speak lol that’s what I call it
One year ago my EP found a way to save my life. I was unable to walk, and I had had a cardioversion that not only failed, but almost finished me off.
my EP, who has a passion for what he does when and created a working pacemaker and wiring just for me alone. The pacemaker was your pacemaker, except duo I believe, but the wiring was not only a new type of wiring called HIS pace, bundling, but it was the way he had to do it for me. Evidently my own wiring had nothing normal about it in both upper and lower chambers among other problems. Because of this, there was no pacemaker to help me until this incredible man thought out of the box. When I found out about my cardioversion failure, I cried, but he took my hand and he told me don’t worry I’ve got you I’ve got this you’re not going anywhere . He has said this a few times now, and he holds true to his word. He doesn’t lie to me. He explains things I ask, and I do what he tells me if he tells me to do or not do something it’s a great partnership.
February 13 of last year I was unable to walk because of my circulation, etc. and I also was in heart failure and going downhill fast. When I arrived to the hospital I was in a wheelchair, but when I left, I was able to get up and walk out and get into the car with very little help.
I am able to go outside with my dog prior to this I could only sit on the porch and hold his leash while he did what he needed to do. to the bathroom was actually a scuffle down the hall with tears and crushing pain in my chest trying to get there.
I am happy to say that today we had to been out at least a half a dozen times something my dog loves to do I won’t be running around throwing a frisbee and catching it but I am so thrilled with what I can do. I can even shop in Walmart again lol, oh when I get home, I’m ready to sleep for the night. It takes a lot out of me but I can do it. Day by day I’m getting stronger. My stamina may not ever be the same again, but I can do things I’m not just a lump on the couch , I can hop off the bed and if I forget something in the kitchen, I can go back and get it when it used to be not worth trying to go back. It was so hard to get there.
Anyway , I just want to share the fact I feel like I am a success story finally, and I want others to realize you are your own worst enemy at times think positive if you can even if just a little bit about something you are going to let a fib run your life which means you’re not gonna have a life because all you’ll be thinking of is your heart. It doesn’t do things you shouldn’t do that you’ve been told not to do. What it means to me, is doing what comes naturally not thinking first oh my heart I can’t do that. If you can’t do it, you’ll know it otherwise go for it.
earlier I sing happy birthday to my heart lol my cousin thought I was nuts maybe I am, but I’m smiling