update, had reply from EP secretary this morning, i am being seen in the pacemaker clinic and EP is coming down to see me at that appointment, August 28th!! yeahhh at last!! this was not a situation of oh why should i have to wait for 8 months to be seen post ablation? it was because of how i am which is worrying me, and only EP can do anything about it. so i am pleased with the outcome,. and even with the stress of all that yesterday my BP was still low!! and heart rate all over the place having a lot of fast ones at the minute, but just about coping with it all.
thank you to my friends here for all your support and encouragement, this site is just so helpful....thank you thank you thank you one and all.