2 weeks ago I was zapped. They started at 100 joules, then 150 and then 200 joules, which worked.
Unfortunately I was awake and felt the last shock, they expected me to forget, but I didn’t. It was very horrible. I now struggle to sleep,as I wake up with the same “shocking” sensation. I found out later that for a lady of 20stone they should have started the procedure at at least 150 joules, if not 200 joules and i now feel that my case was rather mismanaged. Am I being unreasonable?