44 yr old male. I had a massive "Widowmaker" M.I. one week before I turned 38 y.o. One year later I had an ICD implanted due to CHF and cardiomyopathy. For the most part (although considered disabled) I have lived a pretty good life despite having an EF ranging from 10-25% at different times (fluctuating). Last year the ICD fired due to V-FIB (the only time thank God). Since then I had an ablation for the V-TACH and V-FIB that was successful. I developed AFib just a couple of months later. I had an ablation for that 6 weeks ago. Now, the arrythmias, PVC's, and PAC's are so persistent both day and night (night seems worse) that I can barely stand life anymore. I can't rest at night which causes stress (God knows I don't need that). Now, I'm taking Ambien to knock myself out for a few hours. When it wears off the craziness of these erratic beats wakes me. I used to be full of life and desire to keep on no matter what, but this has broken me! Idk how much more I can stand. Has anyone else been through this?