Since I joined this group I have had many encouraging words and wisdom. I no longer feel so alone. This doesn't mean I will stop checking in and posting something from time to time. This group has given me the New goal of either making some one smile and giving them a New found courage to not give up just like all of you have given me.
Today I actually did something I had not been able to do for a bit. I actually got in my car and had a very pleasant ride to drop my husband off at work. Then I drove my car back to my home. I had a very small panic attack just before I pulled into my driveway but I made it. My youngest son drove from there so I could get to my doctors only to find that my appointment Is on Wednesday. The walk to and from the Clinic was a bit rough and I was worn down by the time I made it back home but I did more today than I have in nearly three months.
I could not have done any of this with out your encouragement. Thank you everyone.