Hi all I'm having a really bad time of it at the moment and feel I can get it of my chest on here....I've had two ablations the first one last 4 months it was bliss I felt just like my old self. I went back in on the 1st march and it was unsuccessful my EP who I saw for a whole 2minutes after the ablation told me "I don't think there will be a third, took me off bisoprolol there and then and put me on amiodarone 200mg. I went back in 2 weeks ago for a cardio version but unfortunately they could not get me back in sinus rhythm.....I am feeling very down I honestly feel like giving up...I'm tired all the time, my hearts pounding, jumping all over the place at around 110bpm I'm worse than I was before the second ablation. I have also got like a rising feeling going up my neck into my throat it's horrible I feel like I'm going to choke. They now want to do an internal cardio version?? Feeling very worried and scared. Thanks for reading and sorry for moaning I know there is a lot of people worse of than me but it really is getting me down I'm 53 and desperate.