Coupling SE of my PCa with those for MDS-RS, I had basically double fatigue. Woke up with just as much fatigue as when I went to bed. Generally, had to get up to pee a couple of times a night. Then a couple of weeks ago, it felt like a wave of relief washed over me. Still tired, but more like it was because I had done a good day's labor.
A few days later I read an article about how we grieve for ourselves and our loss, be it a body part or a mental ability. Although I've mostly live for each day, I no longer did planning far out in the future. Maybe I achieved acceptance in my self- grief on that day. Have been getting up feeling like I got some rest and not being tired. And then a true miracle! I slept all last night without needing to get up for a pee and feel truly rested.