Recently I have discharged from the Pain Clinic they said my pain was horrible but not harmful. When I was first diagnosed with Osteoarthritis in my neck, the Consultant told me the way I could alter this condition was to make it worse and end up paralysed, the best I could do was keep it at the same level of pain. I asked him is there a operation I could have, he said yes but we will not operate until it was obvious you was going to be paralysed because the operation could paralyse you. That was nearly 5 years ago. So the thing was hurting me the most was my job. So I went to the Disability Officer at the job centre and after talking to the Disability Officer and Personal Manager at ASDA together I Decided to go on to Checkouts and do 16 hours a week. That way I would keep my Working Tax Credits and a bit of a wage. I then went to a different Disability Officer who put on to The Work Company a government funded company to help people get into work they could do, also I did a test online at National Careers Service They suggested I would be good at Administration and passed onto Futures government run and what both companies said they can't help you because we have got no funds to do so. Both companies have dropped me since and now I am addicted to Morphine due to how long I've been on it. Also I have been lied to, I was told there was a drug I could take to replace the Morphine. 4 months it does not exist. So now I am in pain and the side effects of the Morphine are getting worse. On the benefits front I was told that I would probably not get anything until I was paralysed I walked out the room before I hit the bastard.