So, I'm 21. I'm a wheelchair user. I have serious chronic pain (since birth) in the feet, ankles, legs, knees, hips and lower back. This is caused by permenantly damaged bones and nerves. I also am visually impaired, have asthma, a severe heart problem and a range of metal health problems. I'm not looking for attention. I just want someone who understands you know?
I don't get help for my conditions. They can't put me on most pain killers, it just isn't an option. I always go round on my own, travelling by public transport and everyday I get abuse.
I just can't cope anymore.
I feel like I'm worthless and pointless and hat anything I do will just fail.
I'm at rock bottom. I don't know who else I can talk to. I honestly feel I'd be better off dead.
Is suicide a viable option? Am I less of a man for feeling this way? I feel like I am.