I'm an overeater, binge eating is my comfort, go to stress cure. I feel physically sick, bloated and in pain after a binge. I get depressed and feel useless. I'm a professional person, how can I be so stupid. I get pains in my shoulder's and back, terrible AC reflux and IBS. Not to mention the guilt and shame. I'm in my early fifties so feel I should know better and stop behaving this way. I was sexually assaulted as a child by a close family member but I've had counseling so feel I cannot use this Adam excuse. I have familial high cholesterol and a history of heart disease and weigh almost 20 stone. I am literally screaming on the inside. My home life is good, I'm happy and my family is thankfully doing well, so why??