Hi everyone, I am so thankful for mornings.I wake up with a better attitude and ffeeling way better. It's not the fear is gone or the pain, I just wake up with more hope. I'm learning so much on here. With 4 treatments to go my anxiety level is growing. In hopes my cancer will be gone. But fearful of all the what if's. My husband is gone for 30 days at a time due to work and only home 2 weeks at a time. If not for my best friend and sister I would be alone during this. My be comes 2 times a day to walk my dog and ck on me n my sister comes and stays 2-3 days following treatment. So some days I just fight this battle the best I can. I would just love to ask questions to someone some days who understands.