I called the hospital up this morning (after being told i would defintly get my results today) to then be told the results havent come in yet, and to call on tuesday as its bank holiday. I hate being told one thing, and then turns out its something else. Its making me mire nervous, worried and doubtful. Been crying all bloody morning, my energy has ran out aswell as my patients.
The bleeding has stopped completly, i feel fine, i have no pain, i still get sickness and last night had had this pain under my ribcage like it was growing or something. Im just ready to give up, clearly its gunna be bad news. I just want all this to be iver so i know what im doing and whats happening. I think im giving up now, im young im fit and healthy so why should i miscarray again? I eat right i do the right stuff take my folic acid but still nothing is right.