... and scared beyond belief
I am 51 with no outward symptoms, no family history, and no idea what if any my future holds
I have read some great and positive replies to some posts, but cant help feeling that feeling of positivity seems unreachable to me right now... how do you process this bombshell!
I could have 10-15 years of having no issues before it all goes south and then I have the prospect of a retirement with my loving wife spent in hospital plugged into a machine, hopefully keeping me well enough for a donor to come along and give me another 10 years...
how do you get this all straight in you head