I'm not even sure it this belongs here but I have to say I've NEVER been so down in my life thinking about dying almost constantly. This all started once I got diagnosed with this a couple months ago... just looking for some support. I highly doubt b12 shots can be causing depression. I think it started when the dr told me what was wrong and I first thought "well what's the point in eating healthy if I dont have enough stomach acid to break it down and get what I need" then there's "why am I eating healthy/ trying to get back into shape if I'm going to die anyway."
I've honestly, seriously never thought this way in my life. Sure weeks where I've been depressed as all hell not even eating because a boyfriend dumped me or my pets/family members died. But this is really hard. I get so sad. It's awful. And terrified of the thought of dying. Even typing this I'm crying. I had a pretty good day today but this evening it snuck up on me.
Anyone have this awful issue after getting diagnosed or anything? Any advice/ suggestions would be great.