I never thought I would ever be able to write this post and ultimately I don't even know what have I done different other than I did not give up and kept going.
Quitting is exhausting and a rotten process, I hate(ed) every single bit of it but it does get easier as the time goes by.
My next step, I am going to try to spend less time in the forum - I know it sounds selfish - but I need to allow myself to forget about the cigarettes and the forum really brings me back to it.
Thank you very much to each and every one of you for helping me along my journey, I would not have been able to do it without your help.
Overall, its a hell of a ride and I am happy I took it! Stay strong all!!! xxx