I'm here ! I wish I could write a wonderful positive post but....
Just been watching my husband through the window standing in the garden having a quiet cigarette.
Wishing I could join him.......
I've had a permanent headache from Day 1. Though I think it's more stress than withdrawal.
I gave up the first time 10 years ago.
When I arrived in the UK last year I started smoking again but only 1 a day in the evening with my husband. When I registered with the Doctor he said even if it is just one a day, break the habit!
So I then moved on to around 5 a day. And I know that figure would increase.
Doesn't make any difference how much it costs.
Doesn't make any difference that each pack warns me I will die if I smoke them.
Doesn't make any difference that I have to hide and feel like a criminal.
That I have to brush my teeth every time someone comes to visit and Spray deodorant everywhere.
That I feel guilty and that I dread the terrible illnesses I could be giving myself.
I'm really fighting the urge this morning.