Wow, I imagined a day once again that I would come a week and that I have. I been stressing a little about uni,only because I cant seem to focus at all and im worried how long its going to take to get the focus I need back to write at degree level. Im being positive and telling myself it will come back just when I need it too, but I still think oh god. everyone in my class are having mental breakdowns the course is that stressful, and im the only one who decided to quit smoking now lol but to late ive done it now. im ok for reason, maybe im to all over the place because of this withdrawal to even notice how stressful it all is.i dunno.
I feel good though. manic as hell. but good. my next post will be the week 2 forum. hell week. done. and I still haven't pressed my red button yet.