Without wanting to sound complacent I've been thinking things have been going well but it's day 12 and my positivity seems to have gone out the window.
I have no idea why today is so difficult but I'm fighting a battle to stop myself giving in, hence my rant on here - sorry. This has been my worse day so far!
My mood matches the weather, it's been pouring since I got up. I'm so bad tempered and angry with myself and all because I need a stupid nicotine fix.
Hanging on by my fingernails and feeling sorry for myself - it's pathetic I know. Going out in the car to collect some dry cleaning and hoping my willpower will stop me from buying cigarettes.
Sorry for sharing this doom and gloom with you all and hoping everyone's having a better day than I've had so far.
I'm still telling myself that failure isn't an option though:mad:......................................