I woke up this morning much more positive, have been much more active today even leaving the house.
Everything that normally wouldn't bother me is irritating me so much, noises, people everything arghhh :((
I've actually thought today, what if this is my real personality, vile, no patience, saddens me today that I have no tolerance.
I've actually had a couple of glasses of wine tonight, thought this might make me want a cigarette but it hasn't..Pheww
My husband is also giving up with me which is amazing but I feel cross that he is coping so much better than me :(...
How long will it be till I feel normal, stop wanting to eat and feel energetic again??
This forum is helping me, this part of the day makes me feel proud that I've got through another day
Thanks for the previous messages of support, much appreciated!!