So yesterday, after many failed attempts I decided to stop smoking. Many things have lead me to this decision. My health, my mum who was a heavy smoker having a heart attack and finally my 2 children desperately want their mummy to stop smoking.
So it started off well, I was very positive but today has just been a nightmare and already I feel my positivity draining out of me. I have been short tempered, moody, and just generally horrible to be around.
It makes me so angry that I find this so hard! Surely looking at my 2 beautiful children should be reason enough to make me stop! Then the guilt comes and I feel I'm caught in this horrible circle! So I thought I would post here just to hear other peoples stories and experiences and maybe just to feel a little bit less isolated about why I am finding this so hard.