Well after 74 days I broke, I gave in. I've had half a cigarette. I am so ashamed and disappointed with myself.
I don't know what was different about today but I've been awake since 5 and the craving got worse and worse to a point I thought I was going to explode.
I can't even say I enjoyed it but I did feel better after and I'm scared now I'm going to slip up and go back on the smokes.
What the hell is wrong with me, if I can't even give up when I've been told I could get seriously Ill due to smoking.