As some of you may know, I have been going through tons of life changes these last two months. I lost my home, had to move 1500 miles and try to start over etc. and my BF and I are in all likelihood calling it quits after 6 years.
Thankfully I was able to find a great new position in the beginning of October so I am now in the process of rebuilding and trying to find a new way forward. I realize I have not been here much lately to support all the new quitters and also those who have been here and never wavered in their support of me. That I really feel bad about so I just want to say sorry to everyone all at once.
The good news is that for the first time in my quest to be a non smoker, I am actually doing it. Through out everything I have remained resolute in my decision that this has to be MY time to do this. I have failed so many times in the past that my credibility here was definitely lacking. I can understand this and yet so many of you didn't give up on me!!!
This post is not only to pat myself on the back for achieving 67 wonderful smoke free days BUT also to thank all of you for your unfailing support even when I haven't been able to give much back.
You all are the absolute best and I just luv the hell outta all of you!!!
For the new folks, I would say please do this for yourself and never, never, never believe that you can't give up smoking because you can. I am the proof.
One minute, one hour, one day and soon everything begins to ease up just a bit. Little by little the change does happen.
Thank you all for helping me to achieve these 67 days..... now let's just keep on going shall we