Day 10

[Lloydyd]

YES im in the double digit club......I really didn't think id make it here, ever!!

But im here and im still going strong which is mental....I do still miss it but I know that even if I had one, it would do anything for me other than taste like crap

[Lloydyd]

No chance,

Im feeling strong and cant see myself ever going back. Its taken too much to get to this point and the thought of having to go back to the start is too much to take.

I am actually having some strong cravings this morning....but, there is no freakin way im giving in.....(cue the rocky training music hehe)

[nsd_user663_62294]

Well done Lloyd :)

[nsd_user663_62846]

Good work Lloyd, keep at it

[nsd_user663_60964]

I can both feel and see your determination shining through, Lloyd, and with that mindset you cannot but succeed.

Many congratulations on double digits. You'll be counting in months very soon now and I promise it will become easier and easier. Well done mate!

[Lloydyd]

Thanks everyone. I appreciate the encouragement.

[nsd_user663_62846]

Have you treated yourself to anything with the savings yet Lloyd? I bought a pair of trainers in week 1 and a new shirt in week 2 just as a 'well done' to myself.

The rest of the money is going in a ruddy big jar

[nsd_user663_54559]

Look at you go.....It feels great to get to those double digits. You should feel very proud.

Me thinks you've got this

[Lloydyd]

No I haven't done anything with the savings. Im off to Orlando in December so the trainers and shirts will wait until then.

I also think I've got this.....Im very proud with how far I've come.....I think I have finally cracked it.

Had a mini row with the wife last night....she makes me die, she actually said, "I think I preferred it when you smoked, you are a miserable ****".

I really cant believe she came out with that!! what a ...:mad:

[nsd_user663_62846]

Ooh, that was a low blow mate! Enjoy Orlando, I've just come back from Canada and New England - it's the first time I haven't been a smoker and it was a far better experience than before.

I didn't have to cram one last fag in before check in, pace up and down waiting for luggage at the other end so I could run for another. Also Mrs Mal didn't get any sarcasm or snappiness from me during the flight.

We can all do this people

[nsd_user663_62846]

Chin up TG, you're doing brilliant

[nsd_user663_62846]

My wife just likes having a husband who doesn't disappear outside every half hour when we go to the pub....well I'm hoping she does :confused:

[nsd_user663_62846]

I'm sure she is really proud of you mate and think you smell nicer, have more money for her to spend and it's better in the bedroom department for men as the blood flow gets better...so it's a win win for both of you as long as you don't smoke x

That's why she keeps pouncing on me :)

[nsd_user663_62846]

Lmao!! I think we better leave it there and give Lloyd back his thread

Nice talking too you though x

Nice chatting to you too

Sorry Lloyd...:eek:

[Lloydyd]

hehe keep going guys

So funny TG those same words....I wonder what she would say if I actually said, so do I prefer me when I smoke and then started again :eek:

Don't worry im not going to do it, I couldn't, but I would love to go home tonight and say, based on your advice which you know I love to take on board, I have started smoking again, I do hope you prefer it!!!!

[nsd_user663_2681]

Good work Lloyd these first few weeks are tough but worth it