1000 hours smoke free! ( ok I'm 17 hours premature there but I'm not sure If I can make it into the forum tomorrow so I'll celebrate now)
Really the fact that I can celebrate now says it all! I'm absolutely positive I will make it through today, and tomorrow and the next. I've found myself not going by the day but more by the week. I used to have to count hours! And minutes in that desperate moments ( that's still there at times)
That being said I'm far from being out of the woods. This last week was a wobbly one. Silly little things and tiny wee stressors and I'm off in a sulk because I can't smoke! Boohoo:rolleyes: lol. It's not the stress that makes me want to smoke it's how I'm carrying that stress. I can take the most simplest problem and turn it into Mount Everest and therefore !!!! I have my excuse to smoke! Sad really that I want a fag because my kettle broke, therefore how am I going to get through the morning without tea and a smoke! I'm obviously going to have to smoke now! Silly ain't it? I'm on to you nicotine!
Chuffing delighted for getting this far. Positive I won't smoke. I just don't want too . The gaps are getting bigger where I'm noticing I haven't thought of smoking! I no longer think of smoking when I have dinner or when I go to bed , mornings are the worst still but I'm sure it's due to kids holidays so therefore not the usual routine. When I do get an urge is a long one that won't budge and frankly quite annoying! The sooner mr nic gets the hint that I shall not be swayed in my decision to quit the better I will be! Relentless little sod he is