Hello all, as of today i have gone 58 days nicotine free and i am pleased to say that triggers seem to be a thing of the past. i also do not miss the strange sensation at the tip of my lungs screaming out for a smoke.
But with all the positives i still cant deny that i miss them. Just like the breakdown of a relationship, i still cant help but miss the good old days. Im just a bit scared that i have fallen into the wrong frame of mind. I need to know that life is special without the feeling of anticipation and relief of smoking. Im not looking for sympathy and im nowere near the point were im running down the 24 hour garage for a pack of 10, I just wanted to get this out there as it feels a bit better to say it out load. Cheers.