Really wanted to smoke this past week which has completely come out of the blue! Think that it could be my new job, which is stressful, tiring and a trigger because in my old job I had ciggie breaks all the time. Every time I have a break now I think automatically that I will go and smoke and then remind myself that I am now a non-smoker.
I've been romanticising it I think. Life has really slowed down since I left uni and I am missing the student life of going out all the time, smoking and drinking. Being responsible is boring!
I keep reminding myself that smoking has nothing to do with fun and I really don't think I will smoke, it is just shocking to me that I am thinking about it all the time when the past two months have been super easy.