Wow....creeping slowly up to nearly a whole year...just a few weeks to go...I have survived the most unbelievably stressful situations, had major health problems which are still ongoing, with some craving but without caving. However, never...not once have I had the smoking dream...until last night! I woke up with the most monumental craving for a cig after seeing myself fold & take it up again in the dream. I'm so damn close to a year Nick O'Teen free but it just goes to show you that those bl00dy cravings can still appear & take your breath away. Right now, I'm back to having smoking at the back of my mind...really horrible. It's almost taken me back to square one but I refuse completely to go back to smoking. It will NOT happen. I can't bear the stench of it...we bought a car at the weekend & we're going to have to get it valeted because it utterly reeks of cigs so to be back to struggling with the cravings after all this time truly sucks...meh!
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