Felt great today no probs. However, as the evening has gone on i am become more and more irritable. Everything is just making me want to scream & shout.
Im thinking about smoking (not having a cig) just i keep having thoughts of something to do with smoking. I think that little f***** nico demon is in my head tonight. Dont know where his popped up from but his there.
I'm sorting the kids for bed then i'm going straight to bed. Funny how out of nowhere an attack comes. Not a craving as such but a ****** mental argument with what your addiction wants and what you want.
Had to air that or im gonna lose it with the kiddddds!!!!!!! May have to check in later before bed. Hope everyone else is good. X