Tomorrow will be my third time on day one - since Jan 5th.
Be as cynical as you like
Call me weak
Call me a failure
You will be right - but it won't help me.
I am spurred on by having only smoked on 3 days since Jan 5th.
I will make it.
If I have to plonk myself back there 100 times - I WILL MAKE IT
I learn a little more each fail
but I WILL MAKE IT
With so much success around - it is a little humiliating to re-instate myself on day one
however no one died of humiliation - so there I will be - and the red face aint gonna be any sun tan!
Asking for kindness is