Day 4 - Woo Hoo!
Woke up in fright this morning though.... I dreamed I was tidying up the house .....yep, you guessed it.... found a packet of ciggies while sweeping under the bed... it was very real, the anxiety was very real and the fright was very real too.
Straight out of bed and looked around to confirm that it indeed it was a dream. Horrible. My feet and hands feel warmer - so circulation is improving. I am well pleased. Previously one foot felt cool and it is such an annoying, distracting feeling. That foot now feel warm and lovely
Not sure what to do today - but I think I need to keep active. Was even thinking of attending a service but I am not so good at dodging thunderbolts.
I have noticed the cravings are getting further apart - but they are still quite intense when they come. Determined to stay clean folks. I refuse to fail. It is such a disgusting, pointless, expensive habit. I think about cigarette company executives holidaying in homes I HAVE PAID FOR. Makes my blood boil. I am certainly getting a bug up my a** regarding cigarette companies - hmmmm perhaps it's time to start writing them letters, using snail mail so they need to aknowledge receipt.
Here they are folks:
British American Tobacco Australia
Locked Bag 6000