Hey guys, I was not sure where to post this. Before I get into the advice I need... heres a little back story.
I'm 19 and come from an insanely rich family, my folks always worked abroad and so were never around but they do care - and they're great if not extremely strict...
When I was about 16, I started realising the benefits of being alone and having lots of money. I dived head first into drugs, alcohol and smoking. Fast forward 4 years and I was a coke addict, meth addict, vicodin, codeine, alcoholic and chain smoker. Some were at different periods, but vicodin, alcohol, coke and smoking were a constant throughout the 4 years. I never worried about the next batch because I had them at my finger tips. I was smoking 50 cigs a day before I turned 17.
Anyway, my folks are back now and have seen the state I'm in... 2 and a half years ago I was 16 stone, now I'm 8 stone 2 lbs (At 6.1ft, BMI is almost 15), I look like a corpse.. eye bags etc etc.. It really is shocking tbh.
They flew me to the U.S for some rehab centre, that was 2 weeks ago. I've come out now and I feel great... The only problem is they want the cigs to go, I compromised and now have shifted to E-cigs, but they're not happy and want them gone ASAP.
I'm scared if I kick nicotine so soon after the others I'll lose my last crutch and relapse. Are they wrong to ask this of me so soon? Am I wrong? Should I ditch it immediately or give it time?
I know I probably should do it when I'm comfortable, but I'll never feel that comfortable lol.
P.S Sorry for alot of irrelevant material - I'm aware this isn't a drug use forum but its far, far more difficult to quit so soon after the others and felt this needed to be explained to guage a proper understanding of what I should do. I have Law exams next week, I've been into the Law school like 4 times in a year and no nothing, I'm studying now and it should be fine but if I quit now will it effect me in terms of concentration and effort?