Hi! I'm new & ending my 41st day smoke-free. Still have cravings,
Def put on a few pounds tho eating everything in sight has subsided,
& while I know I''ve saved a lot of $$$ I sure don't know where it is!
I smoked 15-20 cigs a day for 36 yrs & my longest quit was for 6 wks
About 20 YRS ago. I'm 51 (let's make that a hot 51!) with an 8yr old girl
& I'm terrified of dying- scared the hell outta me when I got out of breath
reading to her. I've been very depressed with intense anxiety. Two mths
Prior to my quit I lost a great paying job (new bosses wanting younger
Girls) & I HATE the lower paying job I''ve had since. One of my vehicles has
Been broken down for several mths & Christmas is looking bleak. I work in
A restaurant/bar environment w/cigs all around me but I haven't caved.
Now with all my drama out there before you I just want y'all to know
That it has been this forum & your posts that have helped me get from
1 day to the next & I'm sure I'll continue to visit regularly. Y'all have the
Sincere, heartfelt gratitude of a fellow non-smoker from across the pond!!