MASSIVE cravings last night. I don't get out as much since my daughter was born, but last night my girl and I went to see a concert (MGMT if anyone cares or is interested), started drinking straight away and probably got a little to deep into it. Sure enough the cravings come WHAM! right in my face. If that wasn't bad enough, I let my girlfriend smoke in my car which drove me up the wall. I regret it now because my car still smelled like smoke this morning, but that's beside the point. I remember back in the day I used to go to shows all the time in crowded rooms with little to no ventilation. The smoke hanging like thick clouds around our heads, which for some reason, only increased our desire to smoke more. Proceed to smoke about a half pack in just a few hours and come out a little stumbly, smelling worse than a bonfire, and just the right amount of B.O.
Lol, those were the worst, it really didn't matter if you were a smoker or not, everyone left the same way. I don't know why but that was probably my biggest trigger yet. I'm glad it's over. You know, if I hadn't been this far in my quit already, I don't think I would have made it through the night without smoking. It was still a blast though.