lost count of how long

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Its just rolling along and becoming a blur. very depressed and apathetic though missed college today just couldnt think of a good enough reason to go in. Just for today i wont smoke or even miss it.

M:cool:

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We all need a duvet day now and again Mash!

You've been doing brilliantly and should be very proud!

I notice your now in week 3. I had a chat with the smoking cessation nurse tonight about how I always seem to struggle around week 3 as my motivation seems to reduce and I feel down, she told me it actually 12 weeks for the receptors in the brain to weaken, not sure if this helps you but I just thought I'd share as I plan to use the information to help me when I reach that stage!

Hope tomorrow is a better day for you, your kicking ass, go Mash

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well tomorrow is today and its much better yesterdays doovay day became a bit of a wallow in self pity ..sometimes wallowing is necessary to realize where u dont want to be.. mud mud glorious mud ... read a fantastic book though ... life of Pi... proper story telling. today the sun is out and so am i .trying to sketch the essence of autumn sunshine... apathy sucks ....its hypnotic just like smoking..

M:cool:

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Mash

Cheer up:). At least you've had a sunny day, minus 1 here, we woke up to snow today, so picturesque though:). Mind you, I'll only think it's bonnie till I get stuck on a hill in the car cause I haven't changed my tyres yet!!!!! On the things to so list!!

Relax and enjoy your book. The change in the weather will maybe get me back reading, one of the girls in my office lent me the trilogy of 'The Hunger Games' - not my usual choice of read, but I'll give them a go.

My favourite author is 'Stuart MacBride' and this is a million miles from his writing I think. If nothing else it'll be nice to hold a book rather than my Kindle!!

Fi x

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hey Nutmeg enjoy the pictureque while it lasts. get them tyres changed ,we dont want u sliding backwards down them pretty mountains of yours.

M

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hey Nutmeg enjoy the pictureque while it lasts. get them tyres changed ,we dont want u sliding backwards down them pretty mountains of yours.

M

Fanks

I'll have to get tyres changed, (well not me personally, heeee heeee, but I know of a garage Mannie who will!!!!!!) we had one day of a few inches of snow yesterday and it's chucking rain today, still minus tho which has left our drive like a skating rink, so it ain't mountains I need to worry about!!!!

Good to see you a little more upbeat, take care my love.

Fi x

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Cheers i am more upbeat.I've decided to think positively it's easier.

M