I should be celebrating 2 years of my quit round about now but I've relapsed. I wont bleat on about the why and how and all that and as much as I hate admitting defeat on the forum I feel that I have too.i intend to quit again and this forum is a resource that has helped me in the past and hopefully will again. I cant do it on my own, I need your support. Its been a month since I relapsed and I keep quitting and starting again, i'd assumed wrongly that it would be a simple process of picking up where I left off, alas no. Addiction is tricky and the nicotine beast has awakened.i have my patches ,they worked before, in fact a week ago I thought i'd put one on and sailed through the day feeling free and calm until I discovered it was still in my pocket . Anyway im redy to give it another go asap. see u soon people.