Well, month 2. :eek: I can hardly believe it. A great big thank you to everyone for such lovely support and encouragement! :):xxx
I am so surprised to find that on a day-to-day basis I don't miss the fags at all, but still feel the "need" when I'm being sorely tried by something or other. Still, I'm finding new ways of coping with those moments and, after all, the only way to become a non-smoker is by not reaching for the fags! I won't let my guard down.
I went to the Malvern Autumn Show yesterday, (paid for with fag savings:D) and needed to sit down to eat my packed lunch. I saw a woman sitting on the end of a bench smoking a fag, so I went and sat on the other end of the bench, just to see how it felt, being so close to a lit fag. It didn't bother me at all, but I bet she was cursing me for disturbing her "relaxing (:rolleyes:)" fag!
In November, Mr. Nick O'Teen is paying for me to go to Blenheim Palace for the day! I couldn't afford these days out when I was buying fags......:rolleyes:
Stay strong and committed peeps!