So 23 days in and last night I decided to smoke. I have a lot of stress at the moment and can't stop associating smoking with being the alleviator of that. Today I feel awful, both physically and mentally. Worried I am back at the beginning and will have to go through it again, and also very worried (this is about my 10th quit, once I lasted 3 years then stupidly smoked), that I will continue to see smoking as a solution when things are awful. Thanks for letting me sound off! The advice on this forum has been invaluable.