I will introduce myself now. :cool::o
Smoked since 16. Reason for start: rebellion against domestic difficult situation. Did not feel confident to stop in the 20s because of eating disorders -also due to the domestic difficulties quoted above. Then at 29 I lost a baby and feeling again at risk with the eating disorders I postponed the quit until I was 32. That first quit lasted three months. Failed on the sad happenings of an ended relationship. Failed both, the quit and the relationship, but mostly I’d say I simply was not ready yet to handle a life without cigarettes. Stopped again five months and 12 days ago aged 36.
Sincerely hope this time will last. Grateful for this site and wish everyone good luck.
PS
Tonight is a time I could really do with a smoke. Or maybe not. Just sent a message to my mother. She left when I was two and the last time we’ve met or spoke I was 17. Will she answer? I’d need that. You know, not the cigarette.
