OK I am at 49 days (and a bit drunk) just got through an evening drinking session with all my old smoking friends (including one smoking joints and one of those "just smoke when drinking types"!). i really struggled and it wacked my confidence big time (massive cravings and lots of "whats the point"!). I didnt have a cig ud of(which i am proud of) but am at home thinking whats the ****** point and will times like that get easier!?
I feel like quitting smoking has become a bit of a project taken very seriously but there is a bit of me that thinks - i don't care i wanna get drunk and smoke - sod it... ok i didnt tonight but don't feel that strong right now,,,, it is so hard and so underestimated being a nicotine addict -especially on a lovely summers day in a beer garden with smoking friends after a bad week at work!! please help with any thoughts/tips etc - thanks