Feeling disillusioned with life today. Failed an MRI on Sunday, just couldnt get in the tunnel, horrid. No panic just knew I could not do it. Currently known as 'bottle job' at home. Health wise I needed to do it but simply couldnt especially after putting a head cage over my head and securing it down so I couldnt move even if I wanted to, barbaric. I have spinning vertigo when lying flat, I have no control over this and the non english speaking assistant just kept grinning when I explained why I was struggling. totally fed up with the NHS and my health lately and feel like is only runnng at 50 % and thats what I've got to accept. Havent wanted a fag which is great but I dont feel great
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