Hi all. Well 40 days has gone but it seems to be tougher the past few days. Strangely I'm kinda feeling slightly resentful that I can't smoke which is crazy cause I don't really want to smoke but I think I'm in a strange bereavement place where I feel like I've lost something dear to me. I know it's crazy and it's simply that a thing which was a huge part of my life has gone. Paradoxically I'm sooo glad it's gone but I miss it. Nevertheless I'm glad that I'm free from it and I look forward to being smoke free. I suppose it's a bit like the empty nest syndrome when your kids leave home and part of you feels a sense of freedom but another part is missing them . I know this ramble doesn't make much sense, but the positive thing is I'm still in there fighting and winning the battle. Love to you all. Jonno
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