Today is my 9th day off the smokes but nothing is getting any easier! I don't feel any benefit from stopping & the craving yesterday almost got so out of hand I could have just caved in. After 43 years of puffing away I just don't 'feel' right - as if my whole identity has altered. I don't feel 'me' anymore. I simply think, (cop-out I know) that if I'm 63 now, I MAY have a few years left in me but do I REALLY want to spend them being as miserable as sin???????